Sunday, May 31, 2009
Needn't to say so.
I, in some way, have managed to get over the section thing.

I will just pretend that it's like we are not in a single classroom all day & we just unfortunately don't have the same classes. And that it's up to me to make a way to be with them. Though I am aware that all of us don't have the same lunch break.

So, let me share with you my School Year's Resolution (because I don't have a New Year's Resolution). These are the lessons I've learned in my Freshman year & some things I swear I would not do again. Ever. (Though some are just uncontrollable.)

1. Be humble.
2. Control yourself. Controlling yourself could result to better & less corny diary entries AND, you could prevent embarrassing situations, thus, a nice Sophomore year.
3. Be quiet.
4. Observe.
5. Avoid laziness. Remember: since you would rather read a 3-inches thick fiction book & have a quiz about it, YOU ARE TO PROVE YOUR ELEMENTARY CLASSMATES YOU'RE HELL LOT BETTER THAN THEM :D. Well, yeah, we just can't avoid it... JUST GET YOUR LAZY BUTT MOVING and concentrate.
6. Don't just doodle on any notebook you happen to pick. You don't want to pull off too many leaves later.
7. Never EVER, EVER ever keep pieces of paper in your bag or in between your notebooks/books you wrote embarrassing stuff on. Or, make sure you keep them in a place no-one would see in your bag. But you best not put it in your bag at all. If you could, throw them away in the trash can.
8. Play during P.E.
9. Be nice to everyone; don't befriend everyone.
10. SAVE MONEY. SAVE MONEY. SAVE MONEY.
11. There are times when you just have to stay away and leave it alone, otherwise, you get ignored with a hit and end up walking away.
12. Maintain your composure at all times.
Signing off @ 3:26 PM


Monday, May 25, 2009
Always meant whatever was always said.
Liars.

It's so unfair. I'm not supposed to be in St. Peter.

She said: The sections are random. Besides, you are as smart as them.
Whoever those them are.
Liar. That is what they always say-- that it's not a big deal; it doesn't really matter - whatever section you came to be in. But it does. It is so very damn important that I am ever anxious about it. And it's always like that anyway: everything - even the slightest hopes - turned me down since I set foot on that wretched, demanding academy.

I want to be with Therese & Kyla & my friends. And if not (again), I wish to be with Hannah. But maybe I would not be.

June & grim thoughts are to be anxiously pondered on again. So maybe my stomach would jump at the thought of school again.

How wretched.

UPDATE:
I just knew that I`d be with Maiko & Kate. && remembered that I could be their top 1. But still, I want to be a top student of a high section.

UPDATE [2]:
I WILL BE THEIR TOP 1 AND SHOW THEM OFF THEY WERE WRONG IN NOT PUTTING ME IN THE FIRST SECTION.
Signing off @ 10:39 PM


Sunday, May 24, 2009
Secrets...nothing eats away at love faster.
I was so near to 40+ Plurk Karma. I actually thought it drastically went down since I haven't been updating for weeks. Just how I`ve been watching JN. But I dont`t care; who does? Who cares about my boring Plurk friends? Who gives a hoot of their senseless Plurks? It is so boring without Rofly whose Plurks I could give a hoot of.

Orpheus couldn`t count the slaps he`d earned over his forbidden passion for reading. One every tenth page was probably about it, but the price had never seemed too high. What was a slap for every ten page of escapism, ten pages far from everything that made him unhappy, ten pages of real life instead of the monotony that other people called the real world?
-Cornelia Funke, Inkdeath

Now, it`s not that I don`t want to read Inkdeath anymore. I`m just tired of reading all day. Since it`s pretty hot. It never got silent in the house, you know. I really want ot go home but Dad persuaded us to stay. I don`t know what I`m missing though. Maybe JN, or maybe my files. Or PS. Whatever. I wanna go home.

I`ve got a lot to blog about. Oh joy, maybe I missed the `net mostly.

I, anyway, realized that I have been really careful with my books earlier when a kid left a stain on a page. It is a deal.

I`m going now. Yays. I`m so glad someone I don`t know likes my blogs. Wow.

PS.This glass I`m drinking from is really pretty.
Signing off @ 2:28 AM


Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Spun stars on her fingernails.
And ta-da. New skin... again.

After consuming a big pack of pancake a few years ago, I guess I already got tired of pancakes. Just like how I got tired of apples. However, we had a nice breakfast of pancakes with syrup and mangoes this morning. I & my sister also made pancakes, with chopped Hershey`s Kisses & dried fruits, this afternoon. I just really like making pancakes.

This afternoon also, I got a hair cut.
I got a hair cut.
Yes, it is a big deal.
It took many years for my hair to be this long. Or maybe that long.
However, I am grateful my hair`s thinner. Though it`s shorter. Life every morning would be easier this way. BUT, but my braids! My thick and long braids!

Dad & my sister said my hair will be long again by June. I hope really it would.

The hair cutter got cut while cutting my hair. It must have been bleeding intensely for I smelled the blood.

Lastly, I will be away for a week. All of use have been waiting for this :)). Other details of this story is here.

And, lastly lastly, are these:



I know, that they are very pretty. I`m taking advantage of the brushes I downloaded that ate up some space. They are, anyway, worth it.

Maybe I should make my own Devian Art...
Signing off @ 3:31 AM


Monday, May 18, 2009
`Cause he`s not lovable.


Now that is funny :)).

Maybe you guys have seen that before. I just wanted to share it.
Signing off @ 8:51 PM


Saturday, May 16, 2009
She - is - so - naive!
She - is - so - naive.
But I understand that. Not that I've ever given my contact details, too :)).
I think, i'ts a part of adolescence.

But if she didn't ever start hanging out with them, she could`ve found that attention somewhere else.

Adolescence is such a pain. It makes you do embarrassing things that you will regret. All the same, though. She has to let the naivete* out.

I scolded her anyway. But I could not spell out to her what I want her to know. We've been grown up to be decent girls. That somehow makes us feel like we have a right to criticize. It seems like we were quiet all this time and now we`re bothered.
I hope she understands it. All she knows what to do are helpless efforts.

Still, it's right for the 'rental units to scold her, too.

But she shouldn't have lied to her. SHE - SAID - SHE - WONT - TELL. She said she won`t tell, but she did.

This whole stuff is funny and dreadful.

*Yeah, I know.
Signing off @ 11:11 PM


Friday, May 15, 2009
On the Contrary
I told you to be patient; I told you to be fine;I told you to be balanced;I told you to be kind
- Bon Iver, Skinny Love

It`s been quite long, blog. && friends.

I just could not help to change my skin when I saw Nao`s blog. But I was really planning to change it anyway.
Oh, she`s still amazing as ever :).

People have been stopping to look at me - or at my braids? - in our place. Why, braids are pretty, aren`t they?

Currently, 20 Dollar Nose Bleed is my new fave song. Oh, Bden`s voice's adorable.
Signing off @ 11:40 PM


Enchanted Kingdom, 5/9/09
First, I am sorry I didn`t write about the bloggers' event I and my Dad attended in Enchanted Kingdom in Laguna last Sunday. I was busy! And the story of this 'I am busy' excuse is here.

I and Dad arrived at the meeting place at 10 am. He went here and chatted with some bloggers there. He checked the time - 10:30 am. So apparently, I was standing beside him, tagging along - completely silent - for thirty minutes. I wondered if it could have been different if Rofly was with us or if I was listening to Fall Out Boy or if I was fiddling with something. Or if I myself have been chatting with some people.

After a few moments, a lady called our attentions and told something about... well, I didn`t know, really. Everyone settled themselves in the buses (as my dad told me) after that anyway.

So when we arrived at EK (as they call it. Very nice, huh?), we first watched this short movie in 4D.
We wore this glasses you wear when you watch 3D movies. It seemed real. I even tried to avoid the piranha I thought was going right to my face :)). When the wind hit hard in the movie, I felt wind beneath my feet. If they were sliding on a rocky surface, you might feel as though you're sitting on a chair being dribbled like a ball.

Note: They will tell you to keep your gadgets. Do keep your gadgets. Believe me. && I will not tell you what`s with it.

We had lunch after that. They announced that the pretty hankies they gave us were to indicate which group we will belong for this contest they call Magicalympics. I realized later on that I`m lucky I & Dad are both in the same team.

The first challenge - bump cars - went okay. Actually, I thought I would have bruises because our car often bumped pretty hard into the other cars. But it was fine. We were to get the flags at the end of the field with blockers starting from the second round.

I was bewildered when I saw the Ferris wheel we were to ride next. I & Dad were forced to ride here, of course. But it turned out that it wasn`t as scary as I thought. We were given a sheet of paper to answer while riding. I think that was funny.

Then the Flying Fiesta ride. It was kind of crazy because teams gotta solve a puzzle, dizzy, after riding this ride. I, of course, would not ride in here if I had a choice, but, it turned out to be fun.

Then came the time when we were to ride in the Jungle Jog Jam.
Well, I, didn`t know that we would be falling from such height.
Another funny thing is that, we wore this head band with a glued plastic cup on it. They filled it with water and Dad didn`t know if he should hold on the bead band or on the railings :)).


Jungle Jog Jam


There were ten challenges in all. I`m relieved we didn`t have to ride the Space Shuttle `cause it`s closed. Dad described it as insane :)).


Space Shuttle


And then we were the fourth place. So we took a picture with princess Victoria and the wizard. Gosh, princess Victoria was so pretty! There were also guys in princely clothes. And oh my gosh, they indeed, looked this princes!

We took pictures of here and there during the free time. Then we ate Hot Shot burgers for dinner and watched half of the musical. They reminded me of HSM - the performers.



Dad got bored and I bought a bag of candies. And finally watched the fire works - which I didn`t get a picture of, damn.

It was very pretty. And even though you could smell the smoke, all you'd do is gaze at the sky.

More pics here.
Signing off @ 6:24 PM


Thursday, May 7, 2009
Professor, you've been cursing a lot lately.
The sun surprisingly showed up today. I thought I could do the laundry already. So I started right after thinking about random things under my sheets like I used to do years and years ago.

Well, one of those random things is my crappy PC -- my extreme need of my own USB, Microsoft Word's mighty Thesaurus and PS -- and how I'd die with GIMP without them. So basically, I was pissed off while doing the laundry, thinking of I'd never want to face my crappy PC again.

Earlier, there was this announcement that there'd be no water supply from 12pm to 3pm.
Unfortunately
(chyeahh), while doing the laundry, only drops of water were coming out -- which actually means they turned off the water supply. That, was basically a big mess.

Mom suggested we/I continue it in the 'office', but there was no way I'd do this laundry there. But there was no way I'd wait until 3pm either. But it turned out that they have no water there, too. What do you say about that? Crap, right?

I wanted to eat five big boxes of cereals until I get sick. But there's nothing nice to eat in the fridge. But I JUST WANT TO EAT UNTIL I GET SICK. And get that laundry done once and for all.

Sun, perhaps you should show up again tomorrow. And PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T FREAKING RAIN.

PS. Green nail polish looks awful. Really, awful.
Signing off @ 10:04 PM


Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Yays. From Last Night.
The fish I fried for lunch was a success. Yays. It looked ruined when all of the sides weren't brown yet, but, it turned out pretty nice.

I woke up around 12:00 pm so apparently, there's no more JN. After brushing my teeth, the happenings last night came rushing back.
Dad celebrated with his staff and mom because they/we made it to the finals of the Second Sony Wedding Video Competition.
I ate donuts and chips while reading and when I got sleepy, I slipped into my jacket and slept.

Anyway, here is the vid.
Signing off @ 9:24 PM


Sounds like Ryro.
I want to change the skin of my private blog.
It's raining and I really, really miss listening to P!atD.
Damn write protection. Damn USB.
Now I am thinking of the files I need and I could leave.
It's just so damn annoying that I have to download all my music files again.
Like it was never hard.

I want to write Daeo Wills NOW.
Signing off @ 2:07 AM


Monday, May 4, 2009
Chill Out
It's raining and I have no candies. Just a book. But I hope mom would give me money later XD. That's if we'd have time for reading.

This was for you, too, Rof:
Photobucket

OMGSH, my Photobucket is embarrassing! I wonder how she found it. Lol.
I better delete the ugly graphics soon.

And, Rof, you're as great as me ;). Or even better.
Signing off @ 6:34 AM


Sunday, May 3, 2009
At 4:25 pm.
Eating a 'cream-filled craker-wafer sandwich'. Drinking a 'milk drink with cereals'. I am blessed today.

Photobucket
A graphic I made for Rofly.
Signing off @ 1:22 AM


At 4 pm.

Just an additional post!
I might take a shower after this. My shoulders are aching but I guess they are worth it for I think my blog's pretty now. See you after a few minutes.
Signing off @ 1:01 AM


Saturday, May 2, 2009
And Doomsday Came...
I always hated days like this. That's why sometimes I wish I was a boy so I wouldn't care much about stuff like hair and clothes. Maybe I can't come with mom and my sisters today.

I downloaded a little too much stuff today. But I will delete them once I have my files back again. Which is, tomorrow. Or maybe until the 30 day trial's over.

I am officially hating 'Jindy' fanfics and other fanfics made for JN. All I've been thinking about since last night was all this 'Jindy' thing! There was one fanfic wherein Jimmy became a mean, heartless man greedy for power. Such a bitter thought of our dear, dear Jimmy to be like that. However, I think that fanfic is interesting. XD.

Mom bought me a book called Sight. It has an interesting plot and the other book called Skin by the same author, too. But the books I've been wanting are coming very soon. I hope for no more delays.

Also, I missed listening to P!atD.
Signing off @ 11:37 PM