Monday, May 25, 2009
Always meant whatever was always said.
Liars.

It's so unfair. I'm not supposed to be in St. Peter.

She said: The sections are random. Besides, you are as smart as them.
Whoever those them are.
Liar. That is what they always say-- that it's not a big deal; it doesn't really matter - whatever section you came to be in. But it does. It is so very damn important that I am ever anxious about it. And it's always like that anyway: everything - even the slightest hopes - turned me down since I set foot on that wretched, demanding academy.

I want to be with Therese & Kyla & my friends. And if not (again), I wish to be with Hannah. But maybe I would not be.

June & grim thoughts are to be anxiously pondered on again. So maybe my stomach would jump at the thought of school again.

How wretched.

UPDATE:
I just knew that I`d be with Maiko & Kate. && remembered that I could be their top 1. But still, I want to be a top student of a high section.

UPDATE [2]:
I WILL BE THEIR TOP 1 AND SHOW THEM OFF THEY WERE WRONG IN NOT PUTTING ME IN THE FIRST SECTION.
Signing off @ 10:39 PM