Why do I have to be so crappy today? I forgot my shoe cover and was kicked outta PC class, forgot the Manila Paper we drew on for our Science Activity. Left my water bottle and I needed it && been terribly clumsy.

Some were made solutions - I went to the library & read a funny comic book to lighten myself up, we drew again.

Why do I have to be such a kill joy to my classmates? Simple, I dun like them. I dun like James, I dun like Matt. I dun like James' friends - who are Matt`s friends now as well.

But I am drowning in guilt for what I did earlier.

Damn, I know. Had James let me interfere with that English presentation, I could have been at least a little kind.

I shall set myself straight. Clarify why I hate them, should I hate them, had I forgiven James, or should I forgive.

Matt He`s changed. I dun wanna say so 'cause I dun wanna shot back with 'Ha?! Hindi naman ah!' . Or maybe his being proud just triggered now. Man, I should not have given him those compliments -___-. You know that true colours being shown as time passes? I never saw that in him last year. Nao did not see him like that. Nor did Rofyy. No one did. Just me. Poor me.
He is now friends with the people I like the least. And you know what, they really enjoy his company. I know, he`s really nice to be with. That's because he has no much pride and he knows how to 'get along'. He migles with everyone, anyone.
We used to be friends. But we ain't friends anymore. Like there never was a Yael before. There`s no more me in his happy, happy life. You're still happy, Matt. Congratulations.
But, really, it`s sad. Have I done sumthing wrong?

James Ohyeah. I dun really hate him `cause he is gay. Dude, I don't. I am sorry but I dun hate him for that. I hate him because he neglected my opinions in all those group activities in English. I am so very angry about that. Actually, that is what made me hate even the littlest things he does. One little thing was when he just repeated Kyla's words: "Hypertext Mark-up Language". Nagmamarunong kasi sa Computer, parang Arthur lang ah. The other one was when he heard Kyla`s answer and took it as his. What a loser.
Anddd, this. He has Twitter. n00bs shall not have Twitter. None of my classmates (of course, except for Kyla, Rofyy & Bet) shall have Twitter. Never. Ever. Ever...

James' friends who are Matt`s friends as well now ...until one of this people came to be spreading Twitter all over the class. And everyone`s going to make their wretched Twitters just 'cause of the celebrities in Twitter. I bet they'll be tweeting like James :)). That's actually why I`m deleting them in my Friends list in FS & making my account private. And another reason why I hate them, they are not my 'kind'.

So hate me now.