Monday, July 13, 2009
She put her hand on her chest - over her heart.
Ka-swoon-swoon talaga si James. I am so falling for him - ohyeah, him - right now - yes, just right now.

And before I go on any further, I would want to state that I have no wish to pass this stage - adolescence. But, I have to grow up. Also that James is gay. What a pity T________T.

So yes, I am falling for him at this moment only. I swoon even more when I remember those, uh, times.

One was when he was obliviously holding - HOLDING - MYEFFINGHAND. When he was holding my freaking hand. 'cause he was telling us what in the world we should do during that presentation. He actually grabbed one of our group mates and me and it's normal for a gay to continue hold on one`s hand once he`s gotten a hold on it. I shook off teh hand, dude T____T.

The other was when he assisted - ohyeah - me in going to the classroom. We walked together to the room - we were alone, dude -and he was actually talking to me. ZOMG, I know.

But he's gay. And his diary cover`s prettier than mine T____________T.

I got all this dude-ing from Kyla.
Signing off @ 3:15 AM