In case you don't know yet, I am back in the clique. And there's a bitch hiding out there.

I know that one day, us four will be fighting and blaming each other. But now that it is still quite early, they could tell me if they don't want to be part of this crap anymore. I don't even need to hear their excuses; I just want to know.

I thought I deserve everyone's slaps but it turned out that the traitor is deserving of mine. For that cause, they don't have the right to be angry at me anymore because she has fooled us as well. Lahat pala tayo sa classroom bitches eh. Sige.

One day, I will get tired of all these fights.

Though I don't feel anything anymore but coldness when everyone cast me their cold looks, everything he says are like knives sent flying through my chest. And every time, I feel his anger biting into my soul. Yet, his smile seems to melt my knees and it hurts that he. Hates. Me. But as long as I feel like I still could fight, I would. James can't be my, or her, downfall.

And one day, I would feel no pride anymore. But today that I can't seem to avoid holding holding my chin up, I swear that if the day of my defeat comes, he will fall as well. We will all fall - hard.